The tear is famous to what again?

Tears are weird. They show up out of nowhere and you end up choking on random words like

"Goodnight."

And then your nose is running and you can't stop and it's really foreign because you haven't cried like this since.... ever. At least like... two years ago, anyway. 

But it feels good. You feel like something was accomplished because the tears feel like the rain that flooded the earth, purging all of the wicked as they roll onto your pillow.

But you don't smile, because it feels wrong somehow. To smile when you cry.