Cabin Fever

I want to create

There's something burning in my gut

And all I want to do is sate it

It seems like years since I've felt this way

But now my friends are doing homework again

Taking classes

And I never thought I'd say this

But I'm jealous

I'm jealous that they're learning

Because I'm starting to feel so sluggish

So lazy and stupid

I want to learn

I want to do work on things that matter to me

I want to create!

I want to act!

I want to direct!

Fuck it, I want to write something! 

I want to write something terrible, and I want to show everyone!

I want to tell a story that matters, but I want to tell it badly!

I want a bunch of people to tell it with me!

The only problem... Is that I don't know how.